I fucking hate the downswings. But then, the upswings make you feel like you're insane, what with the feeling every emotion at once and all. Why can't they make a mood stabilizer that eliminates the mood swings all together? I'd love to have emotions like a normal person for once.
I'm not bi-polar so I don't have the upswings. There's a possibility that it's schizotypal personality disorder or just several others that are very minor with me. So I really don't know how bad those can be, but with my characters talking to me and stuff sometimes I think I'm crazy anyway.
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