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The year that was...2005
Last year(man that's weird to think).
Last year went from an unpromising beginning, to one of the greatest years I've experienced thus far in my 16 years of living.
That's right.
Best
January
This month is fairly vague.
It was pretty much based around the new Bright Eyes cds.
That's seriously it.
I was friends with people that I'm not friends with anymore.
I also like to think I'm less annoying than those stupid posts made me look.
Man, January sucked
February
Why did everything pre-summer suck it up so bad?
Like for real
Life SUCKED in the winter months.
I WAS SO BORING, yet I continued to write livejournal entires about nothing.
February was spent with alot of people like Cody, Seth, Niki and the three of us together.
It was spent downtown, either taking pictures or just walking around.
I guess it was good to have that structure, that knowing that I was going to have SOMETHING to do.
I had my close friends, and that was what was important to me.
I guess in that point in my life, I didn't think I had any friends. I guess it took time for me to realize that I had the best friends I could ever ask for.
March
It all went down in March.
Lots of livejournal drama between Clark and I. Lots of crap that never got resolved, and doesn't need to be.
My grandmother has gotten increasingly sicker, bed ridden for the most part. She gets up now and then to go to work from her home laptop, but she mostly stays in.
She is growing increasingly weaker.
Everyone is scared she will die soon.
And unfortunately, it happens too soon.
April
This was the month my grandmother died.
She died in the first week.
It was seriously one of the most trying weeks of my teenage life.
In the same breath, it was also a really...positive month.
A few days after my grandmother died, and I returned home, I was introduced to Taylor, Jade, Hannah, Dawn, and Danielle.
Right when I needed friends, I made a few close ones.
And one of those close ones became my girlfriend who CONTINUES to keep me positive.
So April really was a blessing of a month.
May
This was a great month.
A great one.
It was one of budding friendships, TRUE friendships.
Friendships that still exist today.
It was a month of Showbread.
Doyce Deas.
Mazda Proteges.
The beginning of a two month long crush.
And the end of a two year friendship.
SUCK ON THAT MAY 05!
June
THPCC baby!!!!
Three Hour Phone Call Conference began.
Members-Me, Taylor, Jade
The ultimate force in phone call converstamina.
This simple, nightly, three hour phone call, helped fill some lonely nights at home.
These were some of the sweeeeetest conversations ever had over a telephone.
Lots of sexual tension.
Some touching.
Some slurred speech.
And allllll raww baby!!
It was all my birthday month.
Mr. iPod entered my life, and stayed there.
Megan moved.
But all the fear I had about losing a friend vanished.
We still talk about 5 times a week and remain to be very close.
Even though it sucks not watching Star Wars or jumping on the trampoline every weekend, she is still one of my best friends.
I also went to Journalism camp.
END
July
This was pretty much the best month of the year.
I get made fun of for it.
But, after 16 years of chastity, no, I didn't lost my virginity...
I got a girlfriend.
But not just any girlfriend.
The girl I had been crushing on for two-ish months.
Yeah and guess what, I'm still with Taylor.
And she's bad.
Because I'm bad.
Therefore, she's bad by association.
She was bad before, of course, but c'mown!!!
The rest of the summer was basically spent with her, Chody, and Jade.
Honestly, having someone as great as hear made my summer ten times better than it ever could have been.
August
Just a continuation of July.
I was growing closer with Taylor.
Keeping in touch with my friends.
Just doing the same ole thing.
School began and I was growing reattched to books and pencils.
September
Tree forts.
Long strings of lj comments.
Taylor.
Chodes.
Jade.
I don't remember much of September.
I went to Florida.
October
This month PWN3D
Me, Taylor, and Jade went to Oxford and met Jesse Lacey and Vinny from Brand New.
That was pretty much the highlight.
The relationship is still getting stronger, as are my friendships.
I'm really beginning to get a grasp on myself, who I want to be, where I want to go.
Halloween.
I think I went to a party
But I can't really remember.
;-)
November
I got to go to Chicago and see my "hot" cousins.
And by hot...
I mean not.
Got to see Chicago-The Musical starring Paige Davis.
And said l33t alot.
And beeid.
And pwn3d.
So DEAL
December
Consisted of a great Christmas.
And the best New Years ever.
Spent with Taylor, Cody, and Jade.
Laying on Cody's porch wrapped in blankets.
In the front street lighting fireworks.
Spending the first moments of 2006 with the people I love most.
This is going to be one hell of a year.
Last year was great, and I'm looking forward to an even better 06.
I look forward to maintaining a relationship.
My friendships.
Making new friends, making new accomplishments.
Showing myself who I can really be.