like always i'm stuck here while other's are enjoying their weekend. Too fuckin bad i don't have a weekend anymore. and when i am so lucky as to have a night where i can do something and i don't have to close at work or work late or have to get up to go to work at 6 in the morning...i get screwed and have nothing to do. I get ditched by ryan ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling, the feeling that everything is hopeless ( Read more... )

But what about when

i need you?

and i become the NEXT best thing?

I wish i didn't have to leave... it's so much better there


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i've only been gone for a week and it seems like i've already been forgotten...

does anyone care that i'm back...?

well besides ryan lol

well i guess this is the last time i am going to be writing in here for awile...A WHOLE WEEK ( Read more... )

it's just a cycle they say
we are born we live and we die
it's only a period in our lives
a beginning a middle and an end
it's a faze
it's a mistake
it's a love
it's a loss
i hope this doesn't hold true to all things
(so far it has)

...NOW IT'S REALLY OVER!

i'm not sorry ( Read more... )

Are me and ryan ever going to break up ( Read more... )