light up, light up
as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
i'll be right beside you dear

please let everything be okay.

while i am so afraid to fail
so i won't even try
well how could i
say i'm alive

omg. im damn exhausted.

IT IS DONE. IT IS DONE. RESEARCH PAPER IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2987 words of PURE PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

no amount of coffee
no amount of crying
no amount of whiskey or wine

!@#!$%@$@!%!#!#!#!

fucking sick of law school's workload.

rain turns the sand into mud
wind turns the trees into bone
stars turning high up above
you turn me into somebody loved

OH MY GAWDDDD LEGAL JARGON WHY. WHY. ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO CAME UP WITH THIS SHIT SHOULD GO KILL YOURSELVES.

you're such a chameleon it pisses me off. the way you succumb to peer pressure. at this age and no bloody identity, you can be such a complete waste of time and space sometimes.