busier than hell between sidework and the gym. have to put some window motors in brandens car today, his son was dying in the heat riding in his carseat, so ill hook him up. put in a steering column last weekend on my aunts neighbor's truck. have 3 more jobs lined up til next week, but nothing on the real employment front. i dropped 20 lbs since ( Read more... )

Glad to be home. Tennessee was ok to visit, but it made me realize several things, even more than before. I am really glad that i moved back up north, not because of the people, but because i needed to get away. my dad is still a total liar and douche, my grandma sticks up for him constantly, and even told me that us grandkids arent nearly as ( Read more... )

not a whole ton going on. had a job interview, pretty much hired. waiting on the background check to come back and shit, but im probably going to be working as assistant manager at AutoZone in Monroe, full time with benefits, $13 an hour. im hoping it pans out. supposed to go to tennessee this weekend for easter, and come back next wednesday. it ( Read more... )

busier than shit lately working on cars, hustling on the side, making money. same old story. tired as hell tonight. worked on aarons car from 8 a.m. til 7 p.m., completely rebuilding the front suspension on his 2003 Ford Taurus. damn michigan roads tear up cars, its ridiculous. anyways, im out.

stay sick

finally about done battling pneumonia. ive been sick the entire week. im losing my job at wal mart. they got rid of most of my department, ive just been sick so i havent been in there in like a week, im sure they will fire me over the absences instead of looking for another reason now. so its back to square 1. again. i knew this job wasnt permanent ( Read more... )

insomnia is a bitch. im crashing down in toledo, so i can fix my aunt and uncles van, then im heading up to switch my drivers license and such. was up til 4 a.m., crashed til 6 a.m., and now im up again. same ole shit though. back to a busy work schedule. im off today and sunday, so im gonna party with the crew saturday night, and hang out with ( Read more... )

back home finally. thank god. the trip back was good, a bit cramped, but good. we ended up half ass lost an hour out of a way, so we said fuck it and went through indiana. the ceremony was nice. glad to see tyler again. my dad was a douchebag. lied to me and started shit again. he calls me a drug addict but lied to me about some prescription ( Read more... )

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received a phone call at 6:15 this morning from my father, informing me that my grandfather passed away at 2 a.m. in his sleep. his heart just stopped. i've come to terms with it for the most part, but it still hasnt entirely sunk in. i have to go to tennessee next week for a memorial service. party is still on friday tho, he wouldnt want me to ( Read more... )

i swear, that sometimes it feels like im spiraling inward. since i've moved back up here, i've been the loneliest i've felt in years. not that my friends up here dont try, its just the fact that i live down in monroe, i don't know anybody here, i miss having someone all the time, and i only see my friends every few weeks. its just depressing. ( Read more... )