What a charming man

Can't wait for summer...

GOD DAMN CONFUSING PEOPLE....
haha

School is coming together as best as can be expected ( Read more... )

Everything went smoothly.

I don't know why I trick myself into being upset. It isn't very smart. I need to remember to eat and drink water. Being hungry increases irritability at like an exponential rate. Fuccck haha.

Today my head feels screwed on straight. A little picture messaging late at night did not hurt my spirits either. I enjoyed it tremendously.

P.S. I hate being alone

I am very excited at the prospect of moving out with someone, especially such a good friend. I am not so excited about the withdrawal I am experiencing from these stupid pills I never should have started taking ( Read more... )

I don't want to compete for his attention.
I also don't want to have to prove myself to anyone.
Hmm..
I guess this is what giving up feels like.

want my old life back....
which one I'm not sure. good things are happening tho. doing some growing? hopefully?
feeling kind of like a social failure. but it's ok... It's just not what I'm best at. I will tell myself that.