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yixing/chen. pg. angst. 3000wc.
warnings: triggers for self-harm and attempted suicide, character death, lapslock, unbeta'd
summary: pretty much this tweet.
zyxisagod: SCREAMS!! LOOK: "Fu Xi is said to have lived for 197 years altogether and died at a place called Chen (modern Huaiyang, Henan)" (source: wikipedia)
iya: I MEAN WHY WOULD WE GET THIS ( Read more... )
warnings: triggers for self-harm and attempted suicide, character death, lapslock, unbeta'd
summary: pretty much this tweet.
zyxisagod: SCREAMS!! LOOK: "Fu Xi is said to have lived for 197 years altogether and died at a place called Chen (modern Huaiyang, Henan)" (source: wikipedia)
iya: I MEAN WHY WOULD WE GET THIS ( Read more... )
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“i’m sorry i won’t be able to grant you that wish, dear chen,” she said, a hand gripping on chen’s arm as if she was unsure if she can pull him into a hug.
DEAR CHEN!!! NOT KNOWING IF SHE CAN HUG HIM!!!! ENDD ME NOW
immediately recognizing it as one of yixing’s favorite.
“it’s the sharpest one i’ve ever made!” yixing grinned proudly. “and look, this stone here in the handle is the same color as the robe you wore when we first met!”
LISTEN!NN!N!N!N!!! YIXING!! GRINNING PROUDLY!!! AND SHOWING OFF HIS WORK!! AND PART OF IT REMINDS HIM OF CHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw holy fuck I’m really so in love with your descriptions, the part where chen runs his finger along the blade was played so vividly in my head. oh shit my breath stuttered just now
why am i scared? why am i shaking? i need to do this, i need to do this to be with fuxi, but why can’t i move? IM SCREAMING!!! YOU INCLUDED THIS PART ( ... )
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and SOBS AT SOOJUNG SHE IS HERE IM SORRY I HAVENT INTRODUCED YOU YET BB BUT IYA HAS DONE IT SO PERFECTLY!!! AND FRICKCKCKC THIS PART:
“and just like that you had a new reason to exist?” chen asks, eyes boring into soojung’s own.
“just like that i had a new reason to exist,” soojung nods, “fu xi gave me a new reason to exist.”
MADE ME CRY HARDER!!!!!!!
”do you think she will let me watch over fu xi’s reincarnation if i help around the castle?”
WHY IS THE “help around the castle” PART SO CUTE TO ME IM SO ENDEARED BY CHEN IM SUCH TRASH I AM YIXING
oh iya, thank you so very very much for this. i don’t know how to repay you ; A ; thank you! thank you!!
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but lmao i actually thought my timing was shit due to circumstances, and i was torn between posting it today or waiting until valentines (bc rmbr you broke my heart during christmas AND new year, you asswipe). but im glad i posted it today! or else this might have been scrapped. again. and it helped your mood, so yay for good decisions!!! \o/
so when i saw your tweet, i knew that this could make me feel something.
your faith in me is amazing, considering that you haven't read any proper fic of mine yet. this is the first iirc?
and the difference between our portrayal of this au is actually what made me nervous about posting it as well. you know i am in love with the way you write this au and i didnt want anything less than that but i dont know if i can actually pull it off?? bUT THANK GOD YOU ADORED IT AND THAT'S ALL I CAN EVER ASK FOR TBH.
ALSO FUCK HOW DID YOU FLUFF WHILE ANGST I LOVE PAIN BUT YOU JUST. KILLED ME. YOU LITERALLY. FUCK.i guess this just ( ... )
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