I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. It pours out of my heart and brain and mouth and fingertips like water, flowing freely into the air and beyond. But you are oblivious, you are too caught up in the memories of her and they are tangling around your heart like spiderwebs, and you cannot breathe because you cannot, will not, refuse to let me in.
Things right now are pretty shitty Brent and I fight all the fucking time, so I'm over at Emily's constantly. I'm really confused and stuff. About Joe, and everything. This shit is making me tired. If you don't know about all that.. ask. Haha, who has that little of a life?
I'm pretty sure I'm in love. But shit with him is so fucked up.