Biting My Nails…

[writefiction]

So tonight, er… rather last night since it's now almost 4 in the morning, I finally got up the courage to do something that could potentially be extremely good. But I don't want to say what exactly for fear of jinxing it. It took a lot of fucking courage for me to do what I did and now I'm sort of freaking out… but it's okay, really. Although it's

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[jobhead]

Whatever it is that you are waiting to hear about, I've got my fingers, toes and legs crossed for you, bb! The fact that you are freaking out, but not really is an awesome sign...to me that means you are excited, on the verge of something big and important but deep inside you know this could really happen so there is a calmness and confidence in there, too! (at least I hope that's all true!) GOOD LUCK...YOU CAN DO IT :) ♥

[writefiction]

Thank you so much!!!!

Yeah, I guess you could say there's some confidence mixed in there. I mean, it took some confidence just to email these people. But it's like my confidence is stretched thin because in reality I have low self-esteem but it's been getting better in the past few years thanks to Adam and the amazing friends I've made because of him. (yes, that includes you) confidence doesn't just come from within, it also comes from having a good support system. Like last night when I told my mom she said congrats because she knew how hard it was for me to just put myself out there.

Your support means a lot to me and I can't wait to tell you (and everyone else) what I did! And just… yeah. This is one of those times when I'm excited and NOT nervous! *giggle*

Now I must go get ready for my Borders date. Love you bb! MUAH! ♥

[n_isfor_neville]

Whatever it is, I hope it happens for you! You deserve something good!

[writefiction]

Aw, thanks Neville!

fingers and toes

[ext_756039]

I guess fingers and toes crossed really does work! I'm gonna have to remember that for myself! :)