Life has been pretty horrible in general ( Read more... )

You are nothing but an ungrateful asshole.

You're exactly the same as the people you very well hate.
You don't know how to use your brain, and you most definitely
don't have a fucking heart.

I will lie awake.
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you.
Let you fall for every empty word I say.

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It's hard to be content

when you are so afraid to trust.

I’ve had a falling back. Have you ever gotten so swept up in something that you forget everything else? And it’s wonderful because you can get so lost and your memory is slick with this new idea, it covers everything. I love that feeling.

I see myself in every person I meet. The world is so much more peaceful for me now, because I've accepted that I'm never going to stand out. I'm content with sameness.

No matter how hard I try to make my life worth something, to write it down and make it last just a little longer, the papers are going to crumble and I'm going to be

BRETT MARONEN'S MYSPACE COMMENTS MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE.
THEY ARE THE ULTIMATE BEST.
I LOVE THEM.
I LOVE HIM.
ALOT.

Brett,
I'm sorry for everything that happened tonight.
I'm stupid.

Love,
Melina