Jan 17, 2006 16:20
Post a story, a secret, a confession, a threat, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. Thanks.
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A certain relationship seems to be falling apart (if it ever existed at all). I'm not sure if I care (or if I should care). I'm not sure what to do (or if I should do anything). C'est la vie, n'est-ce pas?
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By the way; I don't know you, and I've never read your journal before other than this. kthnxbye.
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I'm christian and dont believe in being gay. Nothing wrong with gay people, but I dont agree with it. Two halves dont make a whole without a hole.
I am also in the closet, and I still deny thefact that I am gay. And this whole situation pisses me off. Why the fuck would God (assuming there is one, I'm not sure anymore, but everyone questions their faith, right? possibly?) place this in front of me? Why me? I don't need/want this shit at the moment.
I'm quite ashamed of myself, and despise myself at times for it. It doesn't...feel right, i guess. Im not comfortable with myself at all in this period of my life. I get turned on by guys, but I don't want to. I have perverse thoughts, and I don't want them. I don't want to think these things, but it's hard to forget them. And I hate myself for it. I want to get rid of them I really do. But I can't. It's physically and mentally impossible ( ... )
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I claim no expertise on religion, especially not Christianity, but here's the way I see it: If God created each of us with all of our unique differences, why wouldn't He want us to appreciate them? Homosexuality isn't a decision you make, it's simply who you are. And it's okay. You are not immoral, and you are not a bad person. I think the world needs a lot more love, no matter what form it comes in.
You're probably really confused about this at the moment, but someday you'll figure it out. And when you do, I hope you won't be afraid to come find me. I'll be there for you no matter what. ♥
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