going through life just to get by ( Read more... )

It seems lately the male half of our species has been giving the ppl in my life difficulties. My "friend" Lacey (friend in quotes cause she has seriously pissed me off and totally insulted me in the past 6-8 months and we aren't that close anymore) doesn't believe me when I tell her her asshole of a boyfriend is fucking girls behind her back. My ( Read more... )

(Tear) this is my first easter away from home. I couldn't make it back home cause of schedule conflicts and the fact my parents went even farther away to where my extended family lives, so I couldn't travel the 5.5 or 6 hours over two days. I don't have my own car so that made it harder to do, so I ended in the dorms on Easter. No Easter basket ( Read more... )

Broken Glass Salvation (gee you think this one is sad, too ( Read more... )

On My Way Home (title ( Read more... )

Today was a good day, though currently I'm incredibly bored because I am in my dorm room alone (shocker there) when I want to be out doing something, but it is Easter weekend and everyone is gone. Today was good anyway because I (surprise, surprise) do not have the "boys are stupid throw rocks at them" attitude today. "Why?", you may ask. Well ( Read more... )

I was right. My friend, Gary, (and may I stress FRIEND) has a crush on me. I was talking to him and he told me he was coming to KS end of April/beginning of May and he told me he wanted to take me to dinner. He wanted to take me on a date. I don't like him like that at all. Why is it the first guy who shows even a minute amount of interest ( Read more... )

here i am sitting in my dorm room, reading my books, doing my homework, trying to be productive and learn, making sure i'm doing something with my life. then every once and a while i just look up from my book, set it down and cry. so tired and alone and not sure why the hell i'm even here. why i bother working so hard because there is never ( Read more... )

Spring break is just about over, and I so know I'm not the average college student. I did not consume an ounce of alcohol all break, and was never tempted to. I also don't care that others did. Their choice, and since I have drank before I can understand why a person would, but until I hit 21, I'm not willing to go through all the risks involved ( Read more... )