I don't know. I allow the attraction to seethe inside of me, allow the pleasure of a glance gone unnoticed to be my reward. I'm not an ideal partner to anyone; I've accepted that my attraction is unlikely to ever be reciprocated, and so I allow myself to revel in the attraction rather than focus on making it a reality.
I allow myself to revel in the attraction rather than focus on making it a reality.
Sounds like we have a bad habit in common :p I do the same thing because I've never been comfortable with my attraction with boys. I mean, I get giddy when I learn that I'm into this guy but I never pursue it. I'm much more used to an emotional and physical relationship with girls so. The reason I blogged about this is because...I am attracted to one of my seniors in Heraldo Filipino. He is just...dreamy. He's a fourth year Political Science major and a talented artist.
I sort of...no, not sort of...I gave him a love letter if you can call that piece of shit a love letter just 15 minutes ago and I'm nervous if he'll reply back.
You really think so? I think most of the time I'm full of shit. I'm quite pretentious too...so when people have a high opinion of my character, I shake it off and brood over it.
Nah. We all think of ourselves that way....okay maybe we are full of shit at times, but still! XD I think it's inevitable to be pretentious; it just simply happens.
I want to believe they do. Especially if they're as riveting as I imagine them to be. So for now I'll write love letters to no one, just to heighten the fantasy because, for now, there's nothing else.
Don't lose hope!
By the way, do you like my commenting box? It's huge, ain't it? I've always had a problem with small commenting fonts because you can get wrong spellings and such. So I made it to a point to enlargen it. You like?
I got this layout from someone...minty_peach no longer makes layouts so it's time to find a new one! :P
It's simple HTML anyway. I took simple HTML stuff back in Computer subject of HS. So I learned the codes to use so I can tweak stuff.The fonts, I changed...and the colors all black. And then I made some changes in font sizes too and such.
The scissors...is there and the very reason I picked this layout anyway XD
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I don't know. I allow the attraction to seethe inside of me, allow the pleasure of a glance gone unnoticed to be my reward. I'm not an ideal partner to anyone; I've accepted that my attraction is unlikely to ever be reciprocated, and so I allow myself to revel in the attraction rather than focus on making it a reality.
Sometimes fantasy is more enticing...
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Sounds like we have a bad habit in common :p I do the same thing because I've never been comfortable with my attraction with boys. I mean, I get giddy when I learn that I'm into this guy but I never pursue it. I'm much more used to an emotional and physical relationship with girls so. The reason I blogged about this is because...I am attracted to one of my seniors in Heraldo Filipino. He is just...dreamy. He's a fourth year Political Science major and a talented artist.
I sort of...no, not sort of...I gave him a love letter if you can call that piece of shit a love letter just 15 minutes ago and I'm nervous if he'll reply back.
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Thanks for being supportive though.
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Don't lose hope!
By the way, do you like my commenting box? It's huge, ain't it? I've always had a problem with small commenting fonts because you can get wrong spellings and such. So I made it to a point to enlargen it. You like?
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It's simple HTML anyway. I took simple HTML stuff back in Computer subject of HS. So I learned the codes to use so I can tweak stuff.The fonts, I changed...and the colors all black. And then I made some changes in font sizes too and such.
The scissors...is there and the very reason I picked this layout anyway XD
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