Mianhae

Dec 27, 2012 00:22

Title: Mianhae
Author: Writerarch
Pairing: Baekyeol
Summary: He's sorry for what he did to Baekhyun's heart
Rating: G
Genre: Angst-y?
A/N: It's sorta kinda angsty in which I totally portrayed Baekhyunnie a little Key-like xD.



“I cannot believe you!”

“Wha-wait! It’s not what you th-“

“The hell it isn’t! I saw you, Park Chanyeol. I saw you!” the tiny frame of Byun Baekhyun   quivered with anger as he paced all around his and Chanyeol’s shared room. He was busy throwing anything and everything of his into a small suitcase, pausing randomly to glare profoundly at his lover.

“I’m tr-“

“Don’t you dare try to weasel yourself out it. Now move.”

He didn’t. Chanyeol stayed planted in place, successfully blocking Baekhyun’s only escape route: the doorway.

“Move!” Baekhyun yelled. His hand was practically strangling the poor suitcase’s handle.

“Not until you hear me out! I didn’t kiss her, Hyunnie! I swear I didn’t!”

“The hell you didn’t! They didn’t seem very far apart when I opened the door. Now move. I’m tired of your bullshit.”

“My bu-no, Baekhyunnie you don’t understand! I didn’t kiss her! She kissed me! Not vice versa!” Chanyeol was just about ready to drop his knees; his eyes were aflame, desperately trying over and over to get his Baekhyunnie to understand that he was the victim! She kissed him, really! He was trying to give her a friendly hug and she pounced; but Baekhyun only scoffed.

“That’s the lamest excuse I have ever heard, even you could have done better.”

“No, Baekhyunnie I mean it. I was only going to give her a hug but she went and kissed me… I had nothing to do with it…Please say something.”

“You’re really and idiot.” Baekhyun breathed. He dropped gaze and sighed quietly, opportunity that Chanyeol took to close the door.  “You’re so clueless it’s exasperating!” Baekhyun yelled again and Chanyeol must have imagined the voice crack.

“She was all over you! All night!” he continued, breathlessly. “Everyone always is and I’m tired of having to fight these silent wars with everyone so they’ll keep their disgusting hands off you, and you’re not helping.
                You laugh at their jokes and lean in closer when they do, and you let them hug you and practically manhandle you and you never do anything. You’re such a skinship whore, so something like that was bound to happen! I saw it when she came to pick you up in the first place. And I put blind trust in you, that’s why I didn’t say anything when she showed up dressed like a slut when I had no fucking idea she was coming at all! The worst is that you never tell these things, so it’s up to me to imagine if this has happened before.”

And now Chanyeol was feeling very guilty because he in fact didn’t remember telling Baekhyun about her coming or any other time that he’s gone out alone. He never really thought it’d affect Baekhyun.

“Baekhyunnie…”

“Don’t you ‘Baekhyunnie’ me” the slightly older man said, a sob ripping through him. He felt stupid. He didn’t need to go through with this; he should have left half an hour ago; before Chanyeol had even come back in the house he should have left. “You’re stupid Park Chanyeol. Why can’t you see I love you? Why must you always make me jealous?” and now he was really crying, shoulders shaking uncontrollably and all. Chanyeol felt like the hugest dick on Earth, because he knew. He knew that the day Baekhyun had confessed to him all red-faced and quiet (and so very un-Baekhyun-like) that he really meant everything he said but he couldn’t believe it, less so when he saw Baekhyun never get mad at him when he snuck out and then lamely excused himself when he made it back right before the manager swung by to pick them up.

He never really intended to make him jealous, he swears.

“Baekhyunnie,” and now the boy was crying so hard he couldn’t even quiet Chanyeol down, “Baekhyunnie I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, I love you. I didn’t mean for that to happen, I swear it’s the only time it’s ever happened.  Hey, hey look at me,”

He did.

“I love you, okay? I’m sorry I was an idiot… I didn’t think it affected you… I didn’t think you were as in love with me as I’m with you.”

Baekhyun sniffled a few times, “T-that’s the stupidest thing I’ve heard all night. You’re stupid Park Chanyeol.”

But Chanyeol only smiled and nodded. “Yeah, I am” he agreed, as he kissed the last of Baekhyun tears away.

exo, baekyeol

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