Current mood: patient
Current Music: Crush (still) and Back 2 Good

"It doesn't seem like a waste of time when [the person you're waiting for] is everything you've looked for... omg I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed right now." -josh

So, if you add a little self-esteem, you've seen this before, yes? It's Chad: The Sequel. The good news is, I know more ( Read more... )

Current mood: smitten/inappropriate
Current music: Jennifer Paige- Just a Little Crush

"It's raising my adrenaline, you're banging on a heart of tin, please don't make too much of it, baby..."

So, Sheehan just friend requested me on Facebook. It made me very happy. That's nothing out of the ordinary--I commented on Jeremy's recent post, and I knew he ( Read more... )

Current Mood: a little bit lonely
Current Music: Ever the Same- Rob Thomas

"This doesn't need to be the end."

So, Facebook stalking the guy I currently like is a bad idea. He seems to be quite thoroughly in love with his girlfriend. In a sense, maybe that's what I'm attracted to. Now that I'm finally done being sad over Mike, maybe I wish I had ( Read more... )

Current Mood: Lovely
Current Music: Show me Love- Robyn

"I think you were really nice to me Saturday." -Sheehan

So, I'm supposed to be doing homework right now for my finals this upcoming week, but... I'm doing this. And reading. And writing. And contemplating watching "just one episode" of Gossip Girl.

This week is the last week of this awful ( Read more... )

Current Mood: falling asleep
Current Music: Black Swan background music

"Ugh...."

I am dead on my feet right now. I am so tired that I can hardly typee, and I have homework, but i'm going to nap first.

OMG.

I'm going to die.

Two more weeks, I have to make it two more weeks...

Anyway.

I continue to like Sheehan with almost alarming regularity, ( Read more... )

Current Mood: festive :)
Current Music: Meiko- Boys with Girlfriends & Avril Lavigne- Girlfriend

"When I first met you, I knew you were the one... til you took me home and I met her...."

So, I like a co-worker.

Accidental, I assure you.

Particularly since he is a.) the marrying kind, b.) a nice guy without an asshole bone in his body, and c.) engaged ( Read more... )

Current Mood: should've known....worse, did know.
Current Music: Dear John- Taylor Swift

"I see it all now that you're gone. 'Don't you think that I was too young to be messed with?' the girl in the dress cried the whole way home. I should've known. Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love ( Read more... )

Current Mood Dumbfounded.
Current music: Dear John, Better than Revenge, Last Kiss- Taylor Swift

"Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you; counting my footsteps, praying the floor won't fall through... again. Well, my mother accused me of losing my mind, but I swore I was fine. You paint me a blue sky then go back and turn it to ( Read more... )

Current Mood: a little bogged down & tired
Current Music: Mine- Taylor Swift & What Might Have Been- Little Texas

"You are the consummate professional." -a customer after finding out from Sheehan that today was my 2nd day.

"I was a flight risk with a fear of falling..."

"Do you remember all the city lights on the water? You saw me start to believe for ( Read more... )

Current mood: broken (not dramatic, but literally.)
Current music: Coin-Operated Boy- Dresden Dolls

"And will you persist even after I've bet you a billion dollars that I'll never love you?"

So, tonight Israel kissed me.

And this is what I did.

Yes, I cried after Israel kissed me.

Not the country, you see, but the person. He's been wanting to kiss me, ( Read more... )