i could have said a lot of things. i could have said i thought you were attractive. i could have said that, looking at you, i saw places. i could have been wildly different about you. because my philosophy as of late is to abstain from all of this. i have a strictly kissing policy. id be hard pressed to be interested in much more at this point ( Read more... )

oh well i think if someone is that good at hiding it that no one knows, then they are happy. sort of like the tree falling in the woods. if youre going through all that trouble, if youve got everyone fooled.. then you want it. you love it. youre happy. but if you let up at all, people are perceptive to unhappiness. they can find it like a hog ( Read more... )

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one of my best friends at work was forced to resign this week for a really stupid reason. it upsets me because she was the first face i saw upon being hired here and she was a daily source of light in my life. i am really going to miss her ( Read more... )

i really havent found one thing about you that i view as a flaw. i mean, i know you have them, everybody has them, but i just havent found any. i just want you to know that i am ready for them. ready and willing, even. because i know that whatever they are, i can handle them. and i want to. i really want to.

thats where the beauty is.

i am so thankful for you.

life is so much easier one day at a time. i never knew.

i did what i could do. and now i dont know what else i can do.

you dont know this yet, but.. life isnt supposed to be this hard.

having the people who remind me of my innate worth, each in their own way, does something to inform my epileptic heart. and that infinite feeling --however fleeting-- is always just around the corner.