I guess it's me...and that makes it worse.

[writerwannabe]

I feel gutted.

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[hpchickadee]

Okay, what did you say to this dude? And what did he say back?

I'll come up there and emasculate the bastard if he did anything to hurt you. No one fucks with my peeps.

[writerwannabe]

It's all so complicated, MR.

I'll have to write in down in my journal to explain better, but I'm dealing with my own version of your Nathaniel. And it's never easy or cut and dry.

But I'll make a post and try to layout the disappointment. Thanks for offering to do the emasculating for me... it's nice to have hardcore gun-ho peeps.

[hpchickadee]

Emasculate...kill...whatevs.

I hate complicated. Why don't you just adopt my plan for staying single forever, and having lots of hot sex with many younger lovers as a cougar a bit later on in life? I think it's a pretty fab plan, myself.

[writerwannabe]

*snort* Nice plan, MR.

I dunno. I always wanted to have the husband and 2.5 children. I never knew growing up that I'd turn out to be such a social spaz later on in life.

[snickerchick]

*hugs*

If you need to talk, send me an email.

[writerwannabe]

Thanks....I think I just needed to write it all out to get it off my chest. I feel more resigned than gutted right now.