reflecting.

[writethereverse]

alright, so i'm sitting here at 3:30 in the morning, smoking an indian reserve cigarette. this is something i rarely do, unless i'm frusturated, just had delicious sex or uncomfortably high. 2 of the 3 apply. considering i'm just about to write a journal entry, i assume you can guess which 2 those may be

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[idiosyncratikk]

I suppose I'm a crazy bitch then *smirk*

[anonymous]

Ditto to what she said *point up*
I suppose I'm one of those too.
I can't help but read giant long posts though.
They're my favourite.

I love you Robyn!!!!<3

[writethereverse]

ooo who is this?

[missabob]

Hi!
That was me!
Kieran signed out so he could comment on someone's post and I forgot.
Whatta doodie-head.

[hiddenmythos]

It's funny because I was just thinking about you less than an hour ago. I look up and I see you, Steph and Jessie. And just seeing you still fills me with so many emotions, some good and some bad. I don't really know anyone else who has that reaction on me.

I can't ever forget you or all the things we did, they're imprinted on me. And likewise you inspired me and changed me in lots of ways also, more than I could probably describe. As much as I feel detached from you and your life I still can't help feeling something reminiscent of the good old days every time I see you.

[writethereverse]

i am really grateful for what you left.
there is still a lingering feeling whenever i see you. i know i've grown and changed into a much different person than who i was when we went seperate ways. at the time, it was an irrational and stupid decision marked with jealousy and confusion. however, now i am just grateful that i got to experience so many different things i never wouldn't tasted if we had been as close as we were.
it is unfortunate i had to sever all ties with you, however.
i want you to know, i'm eternally grateful for what you gave me, taught me and what you didn't have to offer. there is no part of me that could harbour any sort of anger towards you, val or andrew.

there is something you gave me Alex, in which i could never explain.

[anonymous]

I really liked this

What we had was indescribable (in my mind), but the way you worded everything was so bang on

-Val

[writethereverse]

you and i had the most intense relationship i have ever had.
you gave me so much of your time and energy and it's a shame you can never get it back.
i don't regret the year that you were the love of my life though, Val.
distinct memories are lost in my mind but the emotions and feelings we shared are unforgettable.
i think it was a relationship that needed to take place, we helped each other through some of the most troubling teenage bullshit there is to experience and i feel like i owe you an apology or at least some recognition.
there was a strange connection with you and i, that was lost as fast as it was found. and i loved it while it lasted.

[aeiostfu]

muah muah muah.

love you robyn darling.

(p.s. i need your help in finding a delicious bi-esque girl who is into threesomes... and perhaps asian...)

[writethereverse]

oh goodness i love love love you too, darling.
and the hunt is on!