My biggest trouble these days is getting people to understand that I really DO want to see them, I just don't have the energy. No one wants to get that I came just that close to dying and it could be years before I feel like I did before that lil trip to hospital.
And I get a lot of folks putting a lot of pressure on me, as tho I am making a choice to not spend my time with them, when in fact, I am struggling to stay awake and not throw up over half the time.
Sigh.
But we love each other and our twisted psycho theatre of a relationship. So to heck with all of them.LOL
I've had the same probably off and on. As if I'm lying when I tell them, no, sorry, I can't even stand up, getthefeckouttamyface. Even when mono struck at it's worst, people would keep calling and calling and calling if I was the least bit nice to them and then act as if they've been betrayed when I don't hop off to Mike's with them. Hmph.
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And I get a lot of folks putting a lot of pressure on me, as tho I am making a choice to not spend my time with them, when in fact, I am struggling to stay awake and not throw up over half the time.
Sigh.
But we love each other and our twisted psycho theatre of a relationship. So to heck with all of them.LOL
Bahboo
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;) yeah, to heck with them.
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Feel free to check it out.
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