get me out of this hell hole.
gah!
a few more months.

i hate change.
i keep looking back at old pictures.
i wish things, and people, were like they use to be.

christmas is such a romantic time, and it's making me hate being alone even more.
and then i get the britney spears cd and it makes me think of being alone again!
great. ugh, i'm just in a poor mood.

Britney Spears: Out From Under
Breathe you out
Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you're the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so ( Read more... )

i wish so many of my friends hadn't gone home for christmas
i wish all my friends would suck it up and get along
i wish i'd taken a chance with peter
i wish i had someone like trevor
i wish something new would happen, something exciting, something that would take my breath away <3

how i miss holding one...

why couldn't i have figured this out earlier?

i wish someone could save me from this recurring nightmare, but no one can i fear

This has nothing to do with anything, but I recently watched the documentary Britney Spears: For the Record and at the end she said something really good that I just wanted to put up here as a memory for myself to look back on one day ( Read more... )

the best present i ever got...<3 ( Read more... )

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save, save
Come on
I've been waiting for you
-Remy Zero