I think I'm about ready to come out of this little self-imposed isolation. Let me know if anyone has anything planned.

It's going to be another late night, I can feel it. What's worse is, I'm tired. I've been stuck like this for weeks. Every day just thinking "Collapse already, dammit." Every day around three I just go lay there in my room, just so I don't get yelled at. I stare at the ceiling for god knows how long, just trying to figure out what the hell is ( Read more... )

I am an idiot.

Seems like I'm bored again. It's really starting to get annoying.

You know it's strange how some memories just seem to manifest themselves in your head for almost no reason at all. I just remember looking into the distance for god knows how long and thinking "I could die."

http://www.hcn.zaq.ne.jp/cabic508/rsf/frame1.html

I can't really explain it, but it has to be seen to completion to have it's full effect.

Thank god, today is over.

( Tornado watches issued shortly before noon sunday for the areas including the western region of my mental health. )

Sometimes I think that I should go spend a year with Tibetan Monks. Maybe I'd find some measure of inner peace that way ( Read more... )

Anyone have any plans for new years eve? I would really like that oppertunity to spend some time with friends finally.