defeat really did taste nothing like you fucking said
jesus fuck. i looove being the center of attention in my own world. to be your own laughing stock of god damn everything. it seems these days people care more about going out for drinks and getting stoned and snorting coke than to just hang out and be sober.alllllllll my friends are doing it!!!!! maby i should just start up snorting blow again and
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hmm..I thought I was lame for not going out drinking every night, and then I realized that sometimes life is better when you can actually control whats going on in it. Plus...I enjoy my life.
All my friends left anyways, so I don't really have any except Ryan.
Happy 19th Birthday :-)
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Pretty deep and I can actually understand it! I can see how your feelign and of course it doesn't make me glad but I am happy to see that you are growing in magnificent ways. You are discovering, living and breathing sadness and acceptance. I love a lot probably more than most people would be able to comprehend so this post is a big deal for me. You know, it actually makes me re-think mst of my decisions but it's already too late but now I can avoid such alters in the future. I really like what you said about our Heros because its sooo true. And, you know, you are one of the most passionate people I've ever met. I hope you realize how much you mean to the universe. We'rre all here for some reason, right? Your purpose is a huge one so live it out as best as you can m'dear! And, I realize how much you love me and I couldn't be happier. Happy birthday Scotter and have an awesome new year! I'll be right there beside you, everystep of the way. <3
Love, love, love
-S. \/
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