Comments | wrpdndprsd: MISSING: Myself.

wrpdndprsd

MISSING: Myself.

Oct 12, 2008 00:28

I miss myself terribly, I've come to the conclusion I'm no longer the person I was a year ago. I lost myself between October 1st and November 24th 2007. If you see me, please tell me I miss myself and I'd really like to go back to how it used to be ( Read more... )

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stfu_stephie October 12 2008, 04:47:23 UTC

i fucking miss you ( ... )

wrpdndprsd October 12 2008, 14:48:41 UTC

I think part of it is the game and other part is just depression. Honestly here in WV there is nothing to do really, I also never have money because of bills and shit which I'm trying to work some more hours at work lately to start saving up(possible europe trip in may 2010 with the fam) and getting rid of bills, I love photography so much and now it doesn't have that special feeling to me anymore and I don't know why I mean I want it to but I'd rather stay locked up in my room or just go to work ( ... )

stfu_stephie October 13 2008, 05:32:09 UTC

yeah i kind of thought maybe there was more. but i just wasn't sure. i understand that there is nothing to do. i feel the same living where i live now. part of it is because there is nothing to do. and part of it is because i still haven't gotten use to this town and don't know how to get to places by myself. i've been depressed for a long, long time. i have meds for it but i stopped taking them because i'm forgetful. and because at one point i didn't want to rely on them. but at the end of the day they help so i need to get my ass back on them. the year before i started grade 12 i was on paxil which did fuck all. and then i got put on zoloft. stopped for a couple years but went back on them. and i have a big bottle of them sitting in my nightstand. but i highly recommend getting something to help. you probably won't need them forever but they will help you a lot at this point. i think tomorrow i will try to go back on mine. i really, really need them. between having no friends here, not being comfortable with my surroundings, not ( ... )

wrpdndprsd October 13 2008, 11:11:16 UTC

I can't stop my diet until like sometime in march. we agreed to like a 9 month thing and my parents paid for it, which was like 1200-1400? they guaranteed the weight loss, not sure what happens come march when I havent lost everything.

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stfu_stephie October 12 2008, 04:49:02 UTC

and when i say a break from wow i don't mean stopping. just limiting yourself. keith plays a lot but he is very good at limiting his play time and balancing it with work and social life.

wrpdndprsd October 12 2008, 18:40:45 UTC

Okay so Matt Good is selling his account which he linked the armory so people could see it, how the fuck did he have time to Raid T6 content o.O
I'm so confused.

xbluetragedyx October 12 2008, 19:22:00 UTC

yeah girl you totally disappeared. you used to post all the time & now i don't think we've talked other than random myspace messages. i even lived in charleston over the summer and never saw you! we used to have fun going to shows and at school and stuff. if you aren't happy with your life, change it. i know there aren't a lot of things to do in charleston, but there's no reason to sit at home all the time. go on walks, downtown is so nice for that. go bike riding. or to the movies. there are some things to do. i see that you have a job, so that's good. get back into music and photography, they're both awesome. i'd love to hear from you more often!