I haven't talked to him about it yet... I can't trust myself not to burst into tears- not that I'm still dwelling over it- I just always cry when I talk to him about anything remotely related to feelings. I don't get it ( Read more... )

New Year's Eve was fun ( Read more... )

I was seriously spoiled this Christmas. Carl got me an 80gb iPod, Mom got me a digital camera. I think my sister got kinda shafted. She thinks so too but she's not bitter, just observant. Lee's girlfriend was in town to visit her family so Crystal and I went to see her. Her family is like ours: welcoming and affectionate and fun. We were there for ( Read more... )

I'm FINALLY leaving for Cali tomorrow at 4am. Carl's starting to sound excited, but he's dreading the drive. I'm trying to plan a budget but it's frustrating. I don't have much money to spend, but I COULD if I delay paying off all my debt by one more month. Not that bad, right? But I don't want to go crazy, so I'm trying to find a happy medium. I ( Read more... )

Last week gave me hope about Nestor and I working together but yesterday ucked all over again- he gets pissed or frustrated and blames it all on me, telling Jenni how much I suck, which puts her in a bad mood. When I ask her what's wrong she tells me, then I get irritated as hell, ask Nestor if something's wrong and he says no. Ok,I'm not his ( Read more... )

My boss found out about the problems my asst Nestor and I have had- pretty much hating eachother and not being able to communicate. I can't blame it entirely on him- I know I played a part, but I must say - I at least tried to communicate but it didn't work. And I was afraid to discipline or have serious conversations because I understood he was on ( Read more... )

We had the Regional visit today- on my day off, of course. I've already put in my 40 this week, and I have 2 more days to work :( But the visit went great! It's nice to hear feedback from someone who sees us only every few months, and we have time to prepare- rather than my boss who comes in every week or 2, unannounced, always at the worst time. I ( Read more... )

Remodel at work is just about over. And it's about fucking time. Yesterday was the absolute worst day I've ever had at work ( Read more... )

Happy Silverchair Day!!! The Session this afternoon was awesome- intimate setting, just a few songs, but Daniel Johns kept mumbling beautiful bullshit in his sexy Aussie voice and told the stupidest jokes but they were hilarious. We met them afterward and got their autographs. Then the actual show was incredible. They are such terrific performers, ( Read more... )

Goodbye................Elton John ( Read more... )