there are no words...

I have stronger emotions than a lot of people. That's the only way I can explain my insanity. When I fall, I fall hard... I just can't help how I feel. I don't want to feel sad and depressed... but I do... I do far too often, and most of the time it's without explaination. There are small mishaps in my life, but I should be able to get over ( Read more... )

Well, bad news is I suck ass at running away... good news is that i saved a buncha money on car insurance by switching to geiko :) lol, ok so im a huge dork, but at least im in a better mood. I'm kinda depressed though.. i entered my name into all of the thingies that autumn has posted on her livejournal and i got the worst answers possible!!! It ( Read more... )

I have never moved before. My dad moved just last year, but I was living with my mom then, so it doesn't count. For some reason my mom thinks that I am a big whore with STDs and who has sex all of the time, and I can't really deal with living under the same roof with a mom I love and care about who seems to not trust me even though she has no ( Read more... )

I'm feeling extemely scared tonight. I just have this awful feeling that everything is about to fall apart in my life... I don't know why I feel this way, maybe I'm just paranoid. I don't think I'm wrong though. I just found out about something that happened, and as selfish as this may sound, I'm afraid of it messing up my life. I don't know ( Read more... )

.......... :( there are no words right now... i am actually speechless about how i feel and can't say anything that would put it correctly..... :(

I declare Father's Day to be the most abnoxious, time wasting 'holiday' in existance. The only reason I like it a little is when I get to spend some time with my step dad, who has become the REAL dad in my life. Last night I was forced to sit through dinner with my dad, demon step mom, and sister. The whole time my dad was complaining about how ( Read more... )

By the title of this entry, people may think I'm going to write about how my life or something in it has beome "broken." It's a good thing I'm not, beause that sounds pretty damn boring to me... My atual problem at the moment is that I can only type with one hand, which is rather abnoxious. I was tossing a football yesterday with my friend Matt, ( Read more... )

I can poor my heart out on this stupid journal crap online that means absolutely nothing, but I can't seem to talk to anyone about my feelings. I seem to just blow it off when people try to ask me about what's upsetting me. I like to make other people happy and comfortable, and I have learned from past experience that when you actually show your ( Read more... )

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