I realize I update this thing way too much, but I just keep having all of these thoughts in my head that I'm too lazy to write in a private journal. I realized what my biggest fear was while watching The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants last night. I am completely and utterly afraid that I will never find love. It scares the crap out of me, and ( Read more... )

Summer has been flying by for me and I feel as though I am accomplishing nothing. I'm so scatter brained all of the time, I can never focus on something for long enough to do anything! I keep thinking in my head how I want to volunteer this summer, go visit my grandma, write a book (don't ask, i just want to), and set up a camping trip with all ( Read more... )

This is officially the longest day of my life! I'm not sure why, but when I went into work this morning, I was INCREDIBLY cranky. Beyond the normal amount of acceptable crankiness. It was ridiculous because I have nothing to be upset about at all. The past two days have been great. I have gotten to spend time with my friends, just hanging out ( Read more... )

What makes lying so much fun? I can't put my finger on it. I just know I really enjoy lying sometimes. I hate to lie to people I really care about, but there's something thrilling about it. It's like a release. Through lying, you can do one thing, but say another. You can create interesting converstaions, make up entertaining stories to tell ( Read more... )

Gosh this day is going by incredibly slow. This may be the worst Memorial Day EVER... I was supposed to work 11-5, but because we had maybe 3 customers from 11-1, I left at 1:30... since then I have flipped through stupid tv and found nothing, taken an hour long shower, and taken a nap..... no one is home, everyone is busy with something... and I ( Read more... )

Alright, so it hasn't quite registered in my mind that high school is over. I feel like next year I'll be walking back through those doors and seeing all of the familiar faces I have seen for the past 4 years. The more I think about it, the less I seem to care. I don't know if that makes any sense, but what I'm trying to say is that I won't miss ( Read more... )

Gosh. I'm so glad things are working out with everyone! The past couple days have been great, and I'm so thankful to all of my friends who have taken me back and helped to try and get back to normal! We have four days of our senior school year left! How strange is that? I have been getting so relieved that school is almost out, mostly because ( Read more... )

How to make a Angie
Ingredients:

5 parts success

5 parts self-sufficiency

5 parts instinct
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Sorry. Sorry to everyone I have ever hurt. I'm sorry that I am a mistake. I'm sorry I help ruin people's lives. I'm sorry I open myself up too easily. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I'm sorry I have hormones and emotions to deal with and have troubles with. I'm sorry I like people who don't like me back, I'm sorry I can be a bitch. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Alright - it is decided. I am an incompetent person. I can't do anything right, and whenever I try to fix things in my life, everything goes horribly wrong. As if I wasn't insecure enough about my appearance before, I am now incredibly insecure about my entire personality. It's as if everyone looks for ways to bring me down and make me feel ( Read more... )