im so tired of life being so unrewarding lately. I have no one to blame but myself.

when will it all END???
GAH!

first they tell us we have to start working tueseday and thrusday nights and saturdays...
then the cut our fucking hours.
Search for a new job is ON LIKE DONKEY KONG...
fuck Borders.
Seriously people, go shop at B&N... :rolleyes:

I hate wallowing in self pity, but it seems that that is all i have been doing lately. I want to stop it, but everytime Im at that place where I can say, I'm over it!, something else pops up and kicks me farther down than the low point that I had previously been at.
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so school started yesterday. I had a test in math, which took me a few years to finish, but i think i did ok on it. Business was long and a bit dragged out, but i think it will get better after that first class. Have to wait to see if i can get into an english class tomorrow...and that doesnt sound like fun at all...poop ( Read more... )

i feel so defeated. i feel so sick. I feel so broken. So empty. So dark. So not the girl i was one month ago...

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thats what i say.
Being sick in the middle of the summer is like being forced to walk out in the snow in your bathing suit in the dead cold of the winter...thats how badly it sucks!

came home last night to my mother telling my dad that she wants a divorce.
came home today to my mother on the phone with a lawyer discussing what needs to be done.
great start to my month...