Havent updated in a while just because i have been so busy doing things. Okay so i have been working like crazy lately and my manager is starting to bug me the way she dont take responsibility for her job or basically anything related. Travis left on wed to go to washington..i miss him its sad. i am excited for him to come home so i can see him.. ( Read more... )

Today I had to work from 12 trill 5:30ish. i was suppossed to work tonight but one of the girls got food poisoning and needed me to come in. so then after work i went over to travis's house and hung out with him will about 9 then went home...so whatever rupert..lol! aww i  have great times hanging out with travis i just always seem so happy and we ( Read more... )

Friday-hung out with travis for a while at his house till i had to go to work. it was nice to chill with him. then work was good my boss is so chill she let me leave for 45 mins to smoke..haha! everyone came up to vist me friday night..krissi,brandon,travis,mitch..haha and some other ppl but i dont remember who...short term memory.

Saturday- went ( Read more... )

Blah i feel so sick. i think i caught a cold which sucks. today i am still kinda confused about some things but i give up trying to figure it out bc i kno what i am gonna do..lol! School sucked didnt do much. after school i went out to lunch to eat sushi..yummy! it was so good. now i am just at home laying around not feeling like doing anything ( Read more... )

Ahhh talk about too much drama. My life is great and i love it  but do you ever get the what ifs and woulda been thoughts...they drive you crazy because you dont know. that is what is on my mind and i kno that my two best friends are over hearing it well atleast kari bc krissi is in the same situation so we relate to this issue better. hmm...why is ( Read more... )

So after a long talk with an old friend i think i get it a little better now.  I think i see things how i should...its not going to be easy and it isnt suppossed to..thats why only i can make this descion. But its been easier having my friends there for me...thank you kari and krissi. and krissi i kno we both are going through the same thing so we ( Read more... )

Today: slept in till about 8 then went to 2nd bell...left after 2nd bell and went to krissi's house. we ate some steak and chilled out for a while and talked. then i left and came back home and chilled out at my house till about 4ish. went to go chill with travis at his house. we chilled out listned to music...it put me to sleep almost..haha. ( Read more... )

ugh whatever dude this is so fucked up! i am so over this middle school bullshit that is going on...x-tina you are right and kari you have a good point from last night. after today i am just fed up with what is going on. its so stupid! ahhh!

So as most of you kno from me bitching about it that i am kinda confused and upset about some things...but beside the point i still havent figured it out even though kari and i agree on something i am too stubborn and have to make this kinda desicion on my own. ahh work sucked tonight it was so slow...who would wanna buy icecream on the night they ( Read more... )

AHHH last nite was so much fun! thanks to my two best friends i had the greatest time ever! haha not that i can remember much of it but it was fun! well yesterday after school i came home and slept till about 6 ...6 hours of sleep is soo nice! then i woke up and called kari and x-tina ...went to x-tinas house and we drove out to oceanview to go to ( Read more... )