im afraid that im just not enough.

....reasons why i should lay off drinking.

stressssssed ! that i am :/ bah!

i'm glad it's february ....the middle of february at that ! soo stoked :]

my spanish teacher suckz. she doesn't teach us anything and i am unable to teach myself. wtf !? ARGH

a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i finally feel ok.

i won't let you in. i won't let you know anything. i'm not trying to feel pain. i'm not trying to feel happiness. point blank, im not trying to feel anything. the difference this time is; im not resorting to drugs.

once again, you prevail. are you happy? you've got everything you want. congratz! :D

i need a pick me up more than ever. unfortunately i am aware i will not be granted with that for another month to come. an once it's here, it'll be gone before i know it. only to disappear for two more months. i've never been one for waiting, however this is the first time i've ever been sure of anything.

at african dance. i'll probably fail. however i want to get in shape and that's the only thing i could think to do. it's interesting enough though ( Read more... )

i think you're a self-righteous bastard ! fuck off and stop raining on my parade !
i'm done, asshole

i've never felt this kind of pain. watching my companion of fifteen years not able to stand while gasping for air was the worst experience of my life. not to mention i was all alone. i laid with jasmine till she died. yet her death didn't keep me from holding tightly onto her. it hurt so bad to see her struggle an i couldn't help her, not one bit. ( Read more... )

im gonna shoot you forreal ( Read more... )