things just sorta passed by me today

[wugani]

So I got to school... turned in my paper, which I thought turned out pretty good. Right after which I took the test that I've been dreading for a while now... and it's really weird. I failed the motherfucker MISERABLY, I mean, absolute rock bottom. But at the same time, I'm so desensitized by the world right now, I could really care less... it

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Re: oh well

[wugani]

As miserable as we all are right now, really we have to sit back and look at the big picture... whatever that giant goal may be, don't just go to school cause yo think you have to. Do it for a specific goal... whatever it may be. Look at life on a grander scale, and just tell yourself you have to fucking balls up and get through this hellish part. I don't want to sound cliche or cheesy, but it's really true... most people face this agonisizing part of life... and I really believe these next few years are what are going to make us or break us.

Try to keep your head up man, go ahead and let it out when you need to, just try to press on... it's really all we can do.
And whenever you feel like the world is targeting you for it's shitrockets, remember, there's at least a few people who are in the same boat.

Dear boys..

[mylittleheart]

I don't believe in saying that things are going to get better.. because noone really know if it is..
BUT! what you can do is just be fucking stubborn and not let the situation do what it feels like doing. Maybe Freud is right, maybe we don't have a free will, but what if he's wrong? When it comes down to it is just up to yourself to pick up the pieces and shit,put it together, create on hell of a EVA 02 model and kick ass.
You guys really have to fight, face your greatest enemies, yourselves. Kick your own ass if you may ^___^

And Adam is right, there are more people in the same boat.. and some that couldn't do it anymore, those who lost the battle and must start over.
So I send you guys all my luck and all my strength and hope, truly fucking hope you guys win against yourselves, else I see no other solution than go and kick your asses.
A big hug to both of you and don't give in.

RL

~A