happy birthday? does anyone understand? maybe u'd like to read..it's not like I post a lot anymore

Jan 09, 2005 14:38


who knew? it's that time of year again. thursday.my fuckin birthday is on thrusday; the day we all met together. how ironic! the day that reminds of me of why I mourn! why I feel lost! the day that reminds me that I have not been with my "friends" in a very long time. that makes me wonder if I have lost them.

and I feel so far away. so seperated. I ( Read more... )

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momo_chan27 January 9 2005, 23:24:10 UTC
*sigh* Bryn, whether it makes you feel any better or not, I am going to try and assure you that
1) I love you
2) I am still your friend through good and bad
things have changed, but a lot of us are still here...it's not as lost and different as it seems, it's just life and it comes with changes...people move on, lose contact; all that beautiful shit. Some of it can't be prevented...there is still a place for you to feel at home and safe, but it is all up to you to find it again.

and it does matter that your birthday is coming up. Happy Birthday in advance. Hope it's a good one.

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bind_my_mouth January 10 2005, 02:08:32 UTC
As you have been there for me, I am here for you.
Though slowly, I may seem to be drifting away, you will always have a piece of my heart.
I love you Bryn.
You are one of the first people I ever really loved.
And I know that I haven't done the best at trying to see you, and talking to you, but know that whenever I possibly can...
I am at your service. <-- sounds so awkward yet it's true.
*hugs you*
I don't know what's wrong, and I doubt I'd really understand. But you've always been able to see past these faults of mine, and if you can again...
I'd love to listen, and try to help you if I am capable of doing so.

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catmanlch January 10 2005, 03:36:48 UTC
You once told me you were a very complex person - it seems there is much about you that I don't know. But I'd like to know, and learn more about you Brin.
If your future starts to go wrong - if things seem unbearable, come find me. Or better yet, I'll find you. You'll always have friends, and the times will come when they start to drift away. I hate that, it looks like you do to.
But in my eyes it looks like you'll be at Poly for a couple more years - I'll be sure not to ever let you leave me. And I won't leave you.
Remember though - a birthday is special because it signifies the day you were born. If that day never happened, you wouldn't be here and I wouldn't have a great friend like you. Your birthday is important - celebrate it with pride!
You'll always have friends Brin! ^.^
Love, Jeff

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wyleya January 10 2005, 04:52:44 UTC
okay. lol. first thing you can know about me:
my named is spelled B-R-Y-N and is of Celtic origin. it's a very common name in Wales, where princess Di died, and both boys and girls have that name.

the female spelling is Brynn or Brynne
the male spelling is Bryn, but in America no one knew that...so my name is only four letters and oe syllable long.

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1127wolf January 10 2005, 15:59:00 UTC
Hey BC

I think we should sit down, and nail down some of these goals, it would make them easier to tackle. We all are here for you. I miss you lots.

Love Hedge

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