WHAT DO I DO???

[wyocowboy85]

I am getting to the point where I don't know what to do anymore. I want so bad to go home, but on the other hand, I really want to stay in Germany. I keep thinking about why I want to go home. That one is easy...Jordon and Justine. But I know that I won't be able to see Jordon really much more often than I would from overseas anyway. I will most

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[prple_butterfly]

i am really sorry that i have you so confused. i dont kno what i am going to do. i really miss you and want you to be here with me, but you have to kno, my heart is so hard toward anybody right now. i dont kno if i will ever be able to love. im sorry but you should kno because i kno how u feel about me. anymore i wonder if i even can love. i get butterflies in my stomach when you call and i am so happy when i hear your voice. you were my first love. but i just dont kno if i can love again. i didnt write this to hurt you, i just wanted you to kno.
p.s. i would still probably move where ever you get stationed do i can be near you though :)