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[wystel]

I must change my life. I have changed my life. I have not danced in ten days and I don't miss it at all. I've slept in most of those days, and I feel absolutely nothing. I also cannot see anything but horrible hideous gray around me, and I think that is finally real perception. Is this what it's like to be normal. I made a list of things that I

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[sbyrne]

Oh my god -- I'm worried about you too. It sounds like something to definitely check out. How good are the doctors over there?

[wystel]

thanks, dear -- i saw an opthalmologist today -- she said my retinas are fine, which was my big fear (after last year's kick, they told me it would be a risk). the spots are still there and will probably always be, but fortunately everything else is just (in her opinion) stress-related.

[altbro_emeritus]

i'm glad. welcome back. and hang in there, things will look up

[wystel]

thank you!! and hello! and -- you, too, dear.

[perbac]

I wish I could give you a hug.

[perbac]

thank you and virtual hugs back. i'm just back from the eye doctor. my retina is intact, so my worst fear is out of the way (the spots are still there, but what can you do?).

[wystel]

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