and my mum fucking knows, so why she's pretending she doesnt, i dont even know
its the eternal question, and not the meaning of life
'everyone else can/does, why cant i?'

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i am so upset angry right now
stupid friends dont know anything
they just think they do
& i cant tell it how it is
because then they will be HURT
and i will feel MEAN
and i dont like being mean OR feeling mean
hot damn
why can no one understand me?
/emo
but seriously
it IS true
gah
anywayz
over & out

xxoo

is one of the few movies i have seen when i didnt want the bad guy to win
i mean, lex luthor - who could like that guy? really?
ok, maybe smallville era, yes, but not in superman returns
and besides, superman was really quite pretty
i mean, his eyes were really blue ^^
like, really blue
and he had nice hair and a  nice smile
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i felt like the most alone person in the world today ( Read more... )

Ela is adorable.
she doesn't know just how amazing she is.
chocolate + strawberries = fun.
you shouldn't change who you are for someone else
that just makes you more of a poser
be who you are and do what you want
and screw the consequences because we're better that
that's who you are and that's part of the person I'm friends with
appreciate the music for ( Read more... )

i got a new digital camera today and it is pretty
i'm not allowed to use it until later as it is a birthday present
new york is in august
today has been a lonely lazy day
i must start valuing my friends more
and hating them less
deanna is awesome

xxoo

apparently i have 'the cutest fucking accent'
my livejournal is pretty, you should all go look
i'm getting into the habit of updating this thing now
although it doesn't make much sense
but i like it
i'm all on my own but not lonely
i'm eating crisps but not hungry
i'm happy

xxoo

hellogoodbye were amazing
the hush sound weren't very impressive at all
didn't see much of capdown as i was kicking ass in the mosh pit
didn't see much of hundred reasons as i was getting a drink
thursday were fcuking ace and the pit owned
i fell down and got stood on during tai... and had a panic attack when i couldnt get out
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Rainy days make great memories.
Half of a mini chocolate bar can make the last two lessons fly by.
Forced niceness can sometimes turn into the real thing.
This means a lot to me.