i miss him so much. i just wish he knew. too bad i cant express how i feel i have really tried though. i cant. im not great with words.gurr, and he's mad at me because i "made friends" with ashlyn. she lied to him saying i didnt even have his birthday posted until we became"friends". thats some bullcrap. i didnt even make that chat until like 8:30 ( Read more... )

rofl, i feel really mean right now. because like earlier, dustin was like you dont know what today is. oh well. but then i came to my journal to see what day it is, and i saw the 20th. I WAS LIKE OMG, its his birthday. so here is my deticate to him

happy birthday dustin<3

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HECK YES SON. "I cant explain it, I cant obtain it, Jesus your love is so, so amazing<33" hehe. im in the gospel mood this morning. WOOOOOOO! I wanted to go to church today ;[ poo i wanted to, but i didnt wake up in time to call Don. soO. "STOMP." sorry, singing. no ones heard from samantha yet today ;o gurr, shes pissing me off, because lastnight ( Read more... )

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goshh, i hate my motherr. okay, i was sending a bunch of pictures to jackson. because he wanted me to, and it was going slow on IM, and i was like..gah. but anyway, samantha ran away today, so they called the cops, and all this bullshit. mom made me get offline, and she had my freaking cellphone. ;[ i was like MOM WHY, WTF YOU HAVE MY CELLPHONE. ( Read more... )

( heck yes sav's way cool♥ )

lastnight i cried myself to sleep, im not even sure why. i upset dustin, and i know i did. thats all i seem to be doing. i fell asleep crying,i finally realized, dustin really is too good for me. i've hurt him too much. i just want him to be happy.he isnt talking to me now, i gotta bad vibe from him just now, so i kinda just left him alone, i want ( Read more... )

ugh, whatever, kayla just called. she said she isnt mad at me.mmkay, well i think that dustin still is. like i said, i'll never be good enough though, so why try. he says i am, i know im not...so im giving up. im really emo right now, i want so bad to run in there and break apart the first razor i see, huridly slide it down me, and fall into the ( Read more... )