im so sick of this..
i really wish things could go back to the way they used to be. back when i was actually happy. so much has changed in a matter of what, 3 weeks? i've found a new boyfriend, woz is going out with a skank (god bless him, if he can stand her, he can stand anyone), the people i miss the most, won't give me the time of day... i feel so out of place and i've got no one that i can talk to. everyone just seems so happy with their surroundings. they all just seem so happy in general. i want to just wake up, and go to school knowing that i have something to look forward to...
i feel like i need somebody. i called connor like a minute ago, but OF COURSE he wasnt there. IS HE EVER? NO! ARGH! JESUS MARY & FUCKIN JOSEPH!
i feel bad too. i yelled at chris about 'his kind'. although it was funny, it was kind of mean. he offered to kick woz's ass. im tempted to let him. ahh that would be the best... id pay chris to. heh. of course, i'd have to watch. lol