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its a great day, even though im sick. im still really happy!
and now i leave you with some hot lyrics:
i haven't been this scared in a long time
and im so unprepared, so here's you valentine
bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
this worlds an ugly place ;
but you're so beautiful to me..
rush -- (c)amanda
shot myself in the back.
made you apart of me.
its harder to breathe
gave you my soul.
the memories rush back.
not one regret.
push you further.
bring my boundaries in closer.
biggest fear.
smallest lie.
nothing at all.
never goes away.
don't know how,
don't know why,
i wont cry.
i do it for the rush.
flee -- (c)amanda
i wanna run,
away from the pain.
can't stand you.
can't take this.
too many times,
people look at me,
and assume they know me,
waiting till the uperhand is MINE.
a wave of paranoia,
walking over glass,
yet no blood shed,
its all in the trust.
protected by angels,
living with deamons,
afraid to stay,
wanting to flee...
asinine -- (c)amanda
there are so many people,
whispering behind my back.
yes i can hear you.
just waiting for me to die.
just the lies you say,
make me feel ever stronger.
missing what you thought you had,
holding on to nothing at all.
i held you close,
but you divided us,
you never really cared.
now i have my chance.
the things you say give me strength,
the strength to fight you back,
you all think im crazy,
when im truly asinine.
INSPIRATION FROM LINKIN PARK (as usual. seriously, when is it not?)
LINKIN PARK -- HIT THE FLOOR.
* one of their best songs ever. they NEED to release it with a video. i swear i'll cry if they dont! *
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
and now i leave you with some hot lyrics:
i haven't been this scared in a long time
and im so unprepared, so here's you valentine
bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
this worlds an ugly place ;
but you're so beautiful to me..
rush -- (c)amanda
shot myself in the back.
made you apart of me.
its harder to breathe
gave you my soul.
the memories rush back.
not one regret.
push you further.
bring my boundaries in closer.
biggest fear.
smallest lie.
nothing at all.
never goes away.
don't know how,
don't know why,
i wont cry.
i do it for the rush.
flee -- (c)amanda
i wanna run,
away from the pain.
can't stand you.
can't take this.
too many times,
people look at me,
and assume they know me,
waiting till the uperhand is MINE.
a wave of paranoia,
walking over glass,
yet no blood shed,
its all in the trust.
protected by angels,
living with deamons,
afraid to stay,
wanting to flee...
asinine -- (c)amanda
there are so many people,
whispering behind my back.
yes i can hear you.
just waiting for me to die.
just the lies you say,
make me feel ever stronger.
missing what you thought you had,
holding on to nothing at all.
i held you close,
but you divided us,
you never really cared.
now i have my chance.
the things you say give me strength,
the strength to fight you back,
you all think im crazy,
when im truly asinine.
INSPIRATION FROM LINKIN PARK (as usual. seriously, when is it not?)
LINKIN PARK -- HIT THE FLOOR.
* one of their best songs ever. they NEED to release it with a video. i swear i'll cry if they dont! *
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)
I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)