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i feel like crap. i feel low down. haha. okay last night braxton(my next door nighbor) had barry and this guy from berry.well they asked me n hannah to go to the movies and we were like well i mean if we dont go theyd probably go neways and wed be bored here or wed just end up hangin out with them anyways and yeah s0o0 we went. well we were watchin the movie and barry was like come sit with me i wasl ike umm okay?? so i did and we ended up makin out or w.e and then hannah had to leave =`( and they talked to my mom?? =/ i was like hmm okay?? go for it?? then they like wanted to go to my house n iwas like no i dont wanna be there adn they were like hmm okay? so i couldnt figure out the dvd player and so we went next door n braxton told me barry likes me n i was like idk cuz last time he told me that he was lyin thru his teeth and it hurt me so bad and he goes i think he means it this time tho i wasl ike okay...well w.e n i asked him n i said you hurt me SO bad last time so if you dont mean it this time then dont tell me that you do and he was like ill tell you otmorrow n i was like okay cuz i might really like you this time and i dont wanna get hurt. n then i was like quite the rest of the time and then me n barry were outside or w.e n he was like why are you mad at me i was like im not mad im just scared n he was like well dont be cuz if i dont mean it then i wont tell you i like you...i just needed a night i was like wel okay i guess i understand that and thn we made out agian and i had to leave...so idk.. i wasl ike hhmm well i mean if he doesnt like me n just wants someone to make out with id do that too cuz i mena its NOT that big of a deal cuz its not like were not friends you know??
okay wel i gg see if braxton wants to walk with me to go get hannah....
ttyl
-sarah-