I didn't need to know that!
Thank you for putting that bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I'm sure it will stay for a while to come.

I'm sick of being everybody's fallback girl.
I feel like a lot of people take me for granted.
I'm a sweet girl.
And I know I deserve better.
It just sucks knowing that you'd do a lot more for people than they would for you.

I know the difference.
And I like the first option much better.
It suits me much more.

I think this past weekend was a good start to summer.
I need to stop being such a shut in.
I always had fun before so why shouldn't I now.
And yea, he's fucking loopy.
I should always listen to you.

To many changes.
I'll finally admit it.
I'm scared of loosing.

I can't save you ( Read more... )

Oh thank God.
Now I can breathe again.

I don't want to get thrown back into this.
But I know I will.
All I can do is hope, that you won't talk to me.

I can feel it all pushing down.
But I have one thought left in my head.
Stay Gold.

I told myself I wouldn't.
And I did.
The same thing happened.
Like I knew it would.
I don't understand why I can't stop myself.