i've been so productive and it feels FANTASTIC ( Read more... )

I'm back in state college again after a short week in jersey ( Read more... )

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i hate this. this is not what i want.

when is it my turn. i'm sick of waiting.

hello insomnia, we meet again ( Read more... )

Take a silent breath.
Hold in the change.
Tell yourself you still live here.
Take your bags upstairs.
Put away your clothes, take it nice and slow.
Be their daughter.
Nothing’s harder
When nobody knows
How to return home.

::sigh::

I just want to come running into your arms right now. I haven't felt this alone in so long. I want that guy who can wipe away my tears and just hold me. I want him to tell me it'll get better soon. I'm so far gone I just don't know what to do anymore.

I love you. please. stay strong and I'll do my best to stay as strong as I can.

hello darlings. hope all is well in the college world ( Read more... )

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I'm sorry. That's all I can say. I know it's not good enough but that's all I got for now.

I'm drifting way too far away from the people that I love the most.. I wanna come back but I can't seem to find my way back.