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ME-in full detail
* i talk waaay too much that sometimes i even wish i would shut up.
* i also talk really really fast that i can confuse myself. but it can also be used to measure how close someone is to me- if they understand me completely and dont even notice the speed, chances are its someone who means a lot to me.
* being random completely describes me. i have the oddest conversations ever and can go from something like school to something completely different like a 3 legged dog i saw in about .5 seconds.
* im overly dramatic, pretty stubborn, and very opininionated. deal with it.
* i dont normally think before i speak and that can work both ways- people either like my honesty or it can get me in trouble.
* i love to make people laugh. half the time i dont even try. its just my randomness and crazy actions that people find funny.
* my friends and my boyfriend complete me. i would do pretty much anything for them.
* im sarcastic at times, but people dont always catch it and think im being a bitch. i swear--i'm NOT.
* ive been told by people that are close to me that if they werent already my friends, they might question approaching me. i blame that on my outspoken tendencies and loudness.
* i think andrew mcmahon is one of the greatest people that ever lived.
* i cry very easily--over anything. im very emotional.
* im very loud and i dont even realize it half the time.
* im partially deaf in my right ear because when i was younger i always had ear infections which resulted in scar tissue.
* i love being in water. when i was little i would swim in my bathtub if i couldnt go in my pool. cool? you bet it is.
* nothing makes me happier than being with the people i love.
* i worry too much.
* i get easily frustrated.
* i hate to when im wrong and hate to admit it. its sort of a bad habit.
* driving around with cait blasting music and just being myself makes me really really happy.
* i can be shy over really dumb things.
* i cant make decisions to save my soul. even if its something stupid- like what to do with my friends.
* im deathly afraid of spiders, flying in airplanes, and death.
* i think about the past too much.
* being stuck home with nothing to do makes me really unhappy. i hate being alone.
* i laugh a lot and over almost anything.
* i over-analyze things too much and it can get very annoying.
* i can be paranoid and jealous at times. and i hate it a lot.
* i think it would be cute if someone wrote a song for me. and by someone i mean a guy. it would probably make me cry.
* i love to be told how much i mean to someone. it makes me feel like i have a point in life.
* i love to get back massages. i need a live-in masseuse.
* i procrastinate too much and it pisses people off. oops.
* i can be really negative about things, especially myself. im my hardest critic.
* i wish my handwriting were cooler. like caits or jackies.
* i take really bad pictures. me and pictures arent friends.
* im addicted to music. its like therapy for me. if i didnt have it, i would probably go crazy.
* i want to visit europe and australia so badly but the fact that i hate to fly is a problem.
* for whatever reason, im pretty good at history and its my favorite subject in school. i like to study world war II the most which is kind of weird seeing as how depressing it is but whatever.
* i love to read and always read dramatic and sad books. why? no clue. same thing goes for movies- the more i cry, the more i like them.
* i wish i could surf, snowboard, and play guitar. sadly, i cant. but im going to learn one day.
* i love animals a lot. i think they are all so cute.
* on that note, putting my dog to sleep was one of the hardest things ive ever done. i miss him a lot.
* i wish i was a lot more open-minded about things. but i guess i can be- depending on the topic.
* im proud of the fact that ive never smoked, drank, or did drugs. and im planning on keeping it that way.
* ive had one of the most destructive relationships ever and it has messed me up a bit.
* if i get a compliment, i act really shy and weird. no idea why.
* i fall hard and it doesnt always work out so well.
* i can be obsessive about things. but not in that creepy way.
* cuddling= one of the best things ever.