oh man....so im like killing myself studying for the stupid AP...but im prettyy happy overall...i dont know, ive been talking to a few people that i havent talked to in forevvveeerr...its goodstuff. i cant wait til college...til i get to leave this place..and go far far away. ive made so many different plans in the last three years..its ridiculous ( Read more... )

so anyway...i had a GREAT week....oh man, vacation was good. it was just what i needed...but omg, school is in like...3 days...adn theres NO WAY im going to finish all my work...lmaoo...but its ok..no worries...ill figure out a way. so first in albany, i had an awesome time shopping lmao, of course, what else. then up there, i spent a day with Myk ( Read more... )

oh mAN....i feel like blllaahhh

my sister is coming in a few days!!! its insane.. =[

i dunno, im excited, nervous, and crazy scared cuz im not ready =[

blah...i miss the way things used to be...=[

edit:

im really excited about my sister....really, i honestly am...
thanks to the love of my life who helped me realize that i cant be mad at somethign so small and so cute and so innocent and someone who hasnt done anything at all for me to get mad or upset over...so i really do want her...im excited...28 more days til shes due!!!! <3 ( Read more... )

everythigns gone...its all gone and its not coming back. his love for me is gone. his will to stay with me is gone. the eager boy that got together with me is gone. its all gone adn i dont know what im going to do anymore. *tears* its all over...all of it and theres nothign i can do to save it. dammit how does everyone do it...becuase i sure as ( Read more... )

Darlin if you think back ( Read more... )

i joined the gym a few days ago...going there has been kickass....like, i feel really good after. this vacation has been going pretty decent so far. adn i dont want that to change...i cant help but read everyone else livejournals, and listen to other ppl talk to me about something being wrong, or things changing, or things not being how they used ( Read more... )

even though its looong over...i still cant stop thinking abtou what my most favourite boy in the whole world did for me ( Read more... )

What's the worst thing I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

honestly...im kinda glad to be back in school....