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I'm starting to understand the way life works...and even tho I'm not too fond of certain things I finally am beginning to see that some things just need time. Despite hurt feelings or the occasssional nights of loneliness or frustration. It's tim e to grow up, start my career and break my way into the real world. Life is not gonna be a breeze, its not gonna be perfect but I can make what I want of it. In all honesty...I'm scared...because for the first time my Future is in my hands and my hands only. Something goes wrong and it's my fault alone, no one elses. And this scares me more than anything...but luckily...I have the most amazing person in my life. He makes it so easy to talk to him and I know he cares, I know he loves me and not in spite of my faults but for them also not just for my good. I have the best parents and brothers any girl could ask for. I have two girls in my life that are so completley opposite but thats whats so great about them. Without either of them I would nothing, I would so incredibly lost within myself. I know my journey in life is gonna be hard but I know I will make it. There are gonna be so many bumps on the way but with these wonderful people by my side everything will be just right, just the way it's meant to be. And now I can't wait to begin my life :)
TN: Thank you so much for everything that you have ever done for me, you are my best friend and thats one thing that will never change. I love you with all of my heart and soul and I always will. I am so proud of you for all that you have done...you really are the most amazing and most wonderful and the sweetest person I have ever met.
I LOVE MY BUTTHEAD
SS: So much has happened with both of us and you have been there for me. I thank you so much for all that you have done for me and all that you have helped me. You are an incredible person. I love you Sam.
BS: You don't even no how much of an impact you have made in my life. You came around at the most perfect time, when there was no one else who understood exactly what I was going through you did. And even though those circustances definitly wern't the best you helped me make it through. Having you there to talk to and hang out with was so awesome. You are a great girl and such a good friend to me. I love that you are not afraid to tell me how it is even if you know it will make me cry...lol. I am so lucky to have found someone like you to be friends with and I thank sooo much for everything you have done for me. I love you beck!! And don't you ever forget that!
I <3 U BECKY! :)
There are so many other people that have made a big difference in my life so don't think I am forgetting any of you! It's just hard to write so much! But to all of you who have been there for me and just been a good friend to me...thank you! And even those of you who I am either no longer friends with or we have just grown apart, ALL of you have made a difference in my life and I am so gratefull to have had every single one of you in my life. You guys are the reason I am who I am. I love all of you so very much!!
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