heven or hell

[x0osicko0x]

i dont know what to think. every one else thinks eveythings ok but iv learnd to run from my past and hide from my futer. this could be what iv been wishing for at nigh as i stare in to the darkness. or what wakes me up in a cold sweat to find myself all ALONE. this is every thing iv ever wanted and yet its my only fear. but i couldent have pickt a

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Hello love

[deviondrugs]

When I asked you if you'd stick with me, it wasn't because I doubted you would... I just needed to hear it from you, so I was reassured in my own mind. I don't know how much sense that makes but... anyway, I'm not worried about you sticking around. I know you would. And I'm not worried about the abortion and adoption and restraining order thing because my mom knows that if she pulled a stunt like that I'd be hurt beyond belief. And the last thing my mom wants to do is hurt me. The only thing bad that I could see happening is that my grandparents would probably disown me, and that's not that much of a loss... Now, stop for one second though and remember this... I have no intention of being a teen mother. If I have a kid, I'd like it to be at least after I finish high school... Preferably after I finish college. But, shit happens, like we said. We should be more careful... for my sake. -.-' Man, I really wish guys could get pregnant. You might not want a kid so bad then. :P ^.^ So... ya... anyway... That's all I wanted to say... I love