This entry goes out to YOU.
Whoever you are. Wherever you are. I hope that somewhere out there in this metaverse that maybe you might stumble upon this. Maybe you're someone I already know. Maybe you aren't. Maybe you're someone that I'll share a lifetime with. Or maybe just a moment.
But this entry goes out to you. That one person out there, that I may or may be meant to be with. If such a thing exists in this world. But to whoever you are, I know one thing, you're the reason why I cry for absolutely no reason. You're the reason why my feelings swell when I see a happy couple or a sappy movie. You're the reason that my heart collapses when that couple doesn't make it. I just hope that maybe, you aren't nearly as lonely as I am without you. My largest hope is that someday, even if it's just for a brief moment, that you realize how much you really mean to me.
I also realize that I don't need that one person to make me happy, and that counts most. Just as well, there is definitely a time and a place for anyone or anything. As much as I've changed in the last day, week, month, year(s) changes just as much outside of myself. The biggest realization that I have is that just as much as I can't go back to who I was, I also can't go back to how things were. I'm ok with that. I've found out more about myself than I ever knew, found interests that may have never surfaced otherwise.
Today I smile, knowing that somewhere out there, there's someone. I smile tomorrow, knowing that I have found myself and hold nothing back. But most importantly, this last dedication goes out to whoever you might be:
Thank you.
But this entry goes out to you. That one person out there, that I may or may be meant to be with. If such a thing exists in this world. But to whoever you are, I know one thing, you're the reason why I cry for absolutely no reason. You're the reason why my feelings swell when I see a happy couple or a sappy movie. You're the reason that my heart collapses when that couple doesn't make it. I just hope that maybe, you aren't nearly as lonely as I am without you. My largest hope is that someday, even if it's just for a brief moment, that you realize how much you really mean to me.
I also realize that I don't need that one person to make me happy, and that counts most. Just as well, there is definitely a time and a place for anyone or anything. As much as I've changed in the last day, week, month, year(s) changes just as much outside of myself. The biggest realization that I have is that just as much as I can't go back to who I was, I also can't go back to how things were. I'm ok with that. I've found out more about myself than I ever knew, found interests that may have never surfaced otherwise.
Today I smile, knowing that somewhere out there, there's someone. I smile tomorrow, knowing that I have found myself and hold nothing back. But most importantly, this last dedication goes out to whoever you might be:
Thank you.