i applied to uhart today...wish me luck

cmoneey235: meg ur going to uhart..he says i'm going to uhart..so i'm going bitches ( Read more... )

sooooo today was amusing.

school was alright i totally fell going up the stairs. i'm not gonna lie, it was effin hilarious..though no one was around to see i still chuckled at myself.  i could tell as i was walking up that it was gonna happen..i just felt it coming. so i let it happen haha.i love being a dork.uhmmm...band was cool, we started a new ( Read more... )

I got a haircut!


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Make it stop raining!!!

i hate rain.hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it. just as much as i hate you. jk. ilu.

ssooo i dont see why it's necessary for parents to bug...and bug.. and bug youa bout one thing forever. my dad keeps on asking me to do something which i've been in the process of doing for a while and its not a one day job, he should ( Read more... )

i feel so lonely right now...

i need a [hug]

so i just had this PERFECT update, but eljay decided to be effin lame and erase it..so now i'll just pinpoint fun parts and say what happened..

-went to UHA with Sam and Sags to visit matt i and chris.

-chris is my wildwood boy=]. we were both at the same restaraunt one night in jersey, he wanted to talk to me that night but didnt..his uncle said ( Read more... )

i'm drunk

brian hates me

and i rlllllly hate this righ tnow...need to sober up.

fuck.
:EDIT:so i wake up and i read this.dont remember much of it and i just feel really depressed right now..why am i such a tool?

i feel like shit.

everythings pissing me off today. if we talk today, and i'm being a total bitch, i apologize in advance.

i love you all, you know that right?

ps. i'm 18 in 2 months.sick nasty.

I've been looking through these eyes
Of black and white for far too long
And now these deepened colors seem so shocking

Bless the cold, cold moon
That moves the sea that makes the waves
That made this scene for me to see and be moved

Will my life be long enough
To see the things I want to see?
I believe this world is just too big for me

Every cloud that ( Read more... )

happy birthday brian!!!

your birthday was actually yesterday, but i wasnt online at all yesterday..so i put it in today..hehebr>

so i got home this morning around 1030ish i think..sam and i went to chelseas house for slumberfest'05, it was rad! but this is how yesterday went...
school was okay, i felt rlly stressed for some reason, and i was ( Read more... )