i dont know anymore. im really depressed, but i dont tell anyone at all, and no one notices, cuz i dont let them. i refuse to let anybody notice, and i refuse to confide in anyone. so im going to confide in this journal that no one knows about, i hope. but ugh. i just feel hopeless and i want to do it so bad. the urge is sooooooooo great. and
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