i need to vent.

[x0x_catrina]

im scared that im not going to stop feeling this empty feeling i have. nothing i do is making this better. i can laugh and pretend to smile, but its an act. im not happy. the truth is i lost my boyfriend, my best friend, the only thing ive been able to call home in a long time. i put my heart and soul into it, and it got crushed. and im not bitter

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[cusmano]

i love you more than any boy EVER could. don't let it bring you down. you've got soooooooo much ahead of you. you've got the world at your feet. learn and grow from this. find someone that will never, ever break your heart; and i know its hard to find a boy that doesn't hurt you. i've never met one. but your day will come. don't rush it. focus on yourself right now. get your grades as high as you possibly can, and get a GREAT scholorship, go to a GREAT college, become successful and meet a GREAT successful guy; who treats you will all the respect you deserve.

turn the hurt, and anger you have into something productive. i turned my anger and animosity into a diet. i've lost 4 pounds already. i got a job today. i'm turning all these negative feelings into things i can actually put towards my future.

i love you, weener. keep your chin up.