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[x0xluckylady]

so a bunch of things have been happening and i rly dont care if u wanna read this or not but i wanna write it. i dunno lately ive been so lonely. you ever feel like no one is there for u thats kinda how i feel. today i tried to tell sum1 what a negative image i have of myself...ya no what they said?? they said well thats something ur gonna have to

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[beautifulmesss_]

STEFANIEE; firstt of all and most of all i love you so much, i know we havent been hanging out so much and thats partly my fault, it just seems like now that dance is done we dont talk and you wont next year cuz you wont even be in it. i really dont liek this new thing, i miss things how they used to be. and you arent ugly, fat or any mean things you call yourself. i went threw it too i mean i got rejected by two boys in one day i mean how heartbreaking is that but you know what? you were the one that helped me get over them. that talk we had at dance rehursal on that cement thing that one day where i told you i was completely miserable yeah well you told me that youve spent your entire life being miserable and have learned how to put on a smile, well that made me cry i knew then that i never wanted to be like that and that i would do nething so, i changed my life i no longer need a boy by my side to make me happy please dont tell me your getting into that because it will make you miserable i love you so muchhhh and im here for you

[x0xluckylady]

well thank ya darlin yeah i miss the ways things used to be to butya no u gotta roll with the punches. ooo fyi i still dont need a boy by my side like u!!! :-P jp jp but i dont it would just be nice once in a while and uve had more than ur share of men and bad luck...(mostly together) but anyways thanks for ur very meaningful note it made me feel a lil better. love always<3stef

[beautifulmesss_]

im gladd i love youu so muchh ill call you tomorrow cuz i was "on the phone too much" promisee <333 loveyou

[x0xluckylady]

thanks for being there for me nicole u always have been and ill always be there for u 2 !!
P.S. ur the prettier one <33333 LUV U!!!!

[xhugsxnotxdrugs]

hey babe! im sorry youre feeling so sad. just know that i love you soo much! and that youre BEAUTIFUL!!! ♥

[x0xluckylady]

aww thanx annie!! i love u 2 and you're beautiful as well!!!!!

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[classic_hearts]

im so sorry about today stef, i wasnt home and i hadnt even called abby yet about it and i didnt have my cell and im so sorry because i really wanted to see u and i should have been a better friend to u lately im sorry..things just have been so hectic and my moms been having these like spazzouts and screams at me like every five seconds so its been hard to remember stuff, im sorry=( and i know how u feel about urself and ive tried to be supportive in the best way possible because we all feel that sometimes but i know it bothering u REALLY bad right now and i want u to know im here for u and i love u sooo much. and ur so beautiful&skinny and truthfully im SO jealous of u every time i see u. I LOVE U STEFANIE and will ALWAYS be there for u. everything will work out in the end i know how u feel about ur dad i kinda have the same thing going on except he doesnt work overseas lol ILU SO MUCH =)

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[x0xluckylady]

dont be sorry sarah!!! its so absolutely fine donte ven worry about it i just miss hanging out with u and abby and britt like we used to!!! and ur plenty supportive i love u with all my ehart and im so glad were friends. aww im jealous of YOU!!! ILU SOO MUCH<3

[___shannon___]

ok so completely honestly, I swear- When I saw you in person for the first time at Sarah's party in my head I was like "OMG you're GORGEOUS and have the perfect body, ugh, why are you so pretty and you're tan, this isn't fair." And I almost said it, but then I thought that might be kind of weird considering I just met you that second. But I envy you soo much. Oh and I so understand how you feel when you try to tell someone something big or something about yourself that you don't make a public thing, and they don't understand, turn it around and make it about them, or just say I'm sorry or you should work on that. What girl doesnt want everything they can't have haha. And it's not weird that you want a guy a lot, because when girls aren't close to their dads they look for comfort in other boys. So you deserve a boy, but don't ever think you need one to complete you. I know we're not that close, but I had so much fun with you when I did hang with you. And I hope we can hang again soon. Ilu, cheer up

[x0xluckylady]

omg thats sooo nice and sweet shannon!! im so glad i met u to i rly hope we can hang out sum more cause u seem super cool and rly rly nice!!! i hope we can become close cause i ahve a lot of fun w/ you!!! i cheered up a bunch and thanx ILU!