My older brother just quit his job. My little brother is moving to Albany. My sister is having a baby boy. My mother bought an SUV, and has a crocodile skin purse. My father is thinking about retiring. I'm sitting alone in an empty apartment.

At the end of the day, i'll roll around in my cage.
Feel the painful floor, every inch, of this stage.
Don't trust the candor in spoken word, it's fake.
I'll never trust another's mouth with my name.
Life is a lie, a lie to hold on to. Life is a lie.
Don't breath when you walk, it'll save you time.

When i was 4, i wrapped myself in razorwire to keep them away.
frantic and scared, they grabbed me with their hammerfists.

"Changing locks ( Read more... )

"my cunt is dry"

Draw the face,
illusionary taste.
the neurons move fast.

Imagine the scene,
realize how it is free.
Stand at the end of a cliff.
back, straight. muscles, stiff.
scream out to the waVes.

open your eyes,
hear the clock chime.
freedom is lucid.

The world is a sentimental gift for the future. Beware the shakers and the breakers.

Spring Pain(t)

a sense of soon
clears the path.
Fettered by fear
the road is now.
Move with time,
the plants green
with blue and yellow...

"land is water"

The instant you died,
I fought the scene.
The instant you called,
I flew into a dream.
The instant you slept,
I caressed your face.
The instant you awoke,
I was lost, another day.
The instant you died.

standing in the water,
falling with the ground.
wars yet to find us,
and the end of today's.
Inches forward. dreams away,
and trails of his work too.

Books and channels,
getting news from a liar.
I bought mine from you.
I sold it to a man.
True to my words,
we're all liars.

I get out of English class. go home, i said. I'm going home. A drink, a talk. I walk with a friend to the end of the road where i grew up. We decide this world is bigger than the roads that we grew up on. So we go, we head home. we didn't grow up at home. We never found home ( Read more... )